Disguised

Long after I was born, I tried to feel it out, All of this life that you've been living, It's hard to ignore this, Everything that happens, So if you could just tell me, Tell me I'm sorry, For letting it go so easily, I might believe you but it's just what you're choosing, So I might just answer, All that's ok, Yes I will be ok with changes, And I will be ok if you change your mind again, I know it's not been easy, Almost been teasing, In the light of your whole, It's just part of the reason that you're gone, This town, This town is getting bigger, And this, This town the sounds are getting louder, And oh this town, It's not easy to remember what it was long ago before it all changed, So would you tell me, Would be available, If I wanted to go back to where I was from, But I know that things keep on changing, And it will not be the same forever, Sorry to leave you on this upside down, On the shoreline of the real life, Lying out loud, And you're not who I thought, But I now know why, It's just a part of the things, That's getting older, Getting smarter, Getting wiser, Getting younger, Getting brighter, Oh it's been getting easy to see as you smile on through, I believe you after all this time, And I see it's getting easier now, It's getting easier now, For while the road ahead is long, So I know, But you got it all wrong, I don't know where the heck I'm going next on this ride for, Tidal wave me goodbye, I'm just another guy, I know it's easy but you see it and you feel it inside, Surreal, surely I could feel it in the notes of the light, Of you're home and your eyes and your love, And it's disguised as love, It's disguised as love, But you know it's even easier when you let go, Don't look at the things that hurt your feelings, And make it confusing to make it hard to be yourself, It's it all you know, It's out of control, It's all that we know, It's all that we got, It's all that I want, And I see it, And I will feel it too, I love it but I don't know how to tell it to you, It's so easy to pretend how I'm feeling but if you can't feel it, Oh, Oh well, I know that I will come back for you, If you want it I know you'll have it too, You're dreaming and it's easier when, You believe it in, Inside, Inside of your mind, Inside of the time, Excited to find, Oh ah, Oh, Ah,